hi its amie your sister in law i love you and miss you and want you to poke the monkey again i never knew why you did that but i miss that alot even though aaron has started doing it which is not the same you will always be in my heart and i will never forget you i promise i will be with alan for the rest of my life and that i will keep your promise i made to you of having children and telling them all about you and how you were such a lovely guy you ment alot to me and i will make sure everyone remembers you i will also make sure i look after your mum and dad you make sure we all give up smoking. love you lots sleep tight xxxx