My future is in the grasp of my hands, In the distance of four rubber bands. To take it easy I shall do, To stop me from feeling blue. The help of my friends is what I need, Your notes is what I shall read. For your support is what I seek, Even if it takes more than a weak. A better future I shall look for, Can't have an awful time anymore. Sort myself out is now the time, Up the ladder I shall climb. My Heart is fading and turning to dust, But try hard to cheer up since I know I must. I worry that if I’m not careful my life will drain, So it’s time to change and make sure it will gain. I am walking through a hall and coming to a door, But it’s getting further away even more. I may remain here till the day I die, Which may make me fall down and cry. But if I believe then the door I will reach, Then walk through and a new life myself I will teach. So I will never feel torn apart, And then a new life I will start. But suddenly the door is ajar, I open it and look afar. All I can see is trees and fields of green, I get up wondering what this could mean. Is this a dream? How could this be? It seems finally I have been set free. Then slowly the room I departed, Now finally my new life has started. I see the door that’s clear as day, Between two standing torches it will stay. The door is in reach and the handle I turn, But it’s locked, so I sit where the torches burn. So here I remain falling to sleep, Dreaming of a world crumbling into a heap. I awake, jumping immediately to my feet, Shaking all over thinking my end I will meet. I turn around and hear voices on other side of the door, Two people chatting while sitting on the floor. I start banging and screaming for aid, But it didn't work so on the floor I laid. Hours I sat thinking about my life, Worried I may never find a wife. Things go silent and I hear birds sing, Then noises in my head start to ring. The torches start to fade while there is a breeze, I stand up but some force bring me to my knees. Everything goes dark and I hear no sound, I am wishing that eventually I will be found.